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What about an update huh?!??! xP well today was just a wEIRD day...happy turkey day guys and gals! hope all yall had turkey...i dint =/ maybe ill have turkey with my family next yr! time to finish uc personal statements. -BYe.
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[30 Sep 2004|10:19pm] |
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DANG!!! it has been quite awhile since i've updated this thingy! Wow! this rich text thingy is really sumthin different. well this update is dedicated to the FUNNIEST people in Dance team!! my two cool buddies!!!!(elly n heather) well it HAS been quite awhile since i've updated this thingy. at first i figured taht i wouldnt update this thingy anymore because it was gettin pretty borrin...but now, it might be helpful sometimes. the thing about LJ is that...sometimes...it could help relieve yourself when you are down or sad. its somewhere where you could write things taht cross your mind and things that you ALSO want to keep to yourself n make a note about it. yea...weird but i think it helps. man! the last update was like when school hasnt even started!!! yah well school has started and it has gone in such a breeze. EVERYTHING is going wayy too fast. its like going as fast as how summer was going. i HAD a GREAT time in the summer. got to hang out with friends...old and new...and had some fun also! school right now is something like that. since most of us get out after 4th...we still get to hang out and have fun. JUST like the summer days. Wow...today(this might be random) it finally hit me that i am now a senior. W T F?!?!?!? it seems like it was Yesterday when i first stepped foot on this campus...and now its my LAST yr on it...yea...i know sad. All my life i've always wanted to grow faster and be older...but i dunno....eversince this last summer, i've only felt like i wish time went slower and i miss the old days of being young and having fun. i dont wanna grow up =( i wish i had spent more time having FUN when i was smaller. well yah. it would be nice if i could travel back in time and enjoy all the good times when i was small but yah...cant. bummers School this yr is like a BIG joke. Nuttin much to wryr bout and just livin my last yr on the easy side. enjoying whatever comes up in my last yr in LA and just enjoyin everything. well, i think i've written quite enough already for you TWO COOL people. =D take it easy! seeya all! bye.
whao!!! all these crazy colors!!!!
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[05 Sep 2004|03:16am] |
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ANYBODY WHO HAS SHIT WITH ME...FUCKING CALL ME. DONT PULL ANY PUSSY SHIT FUCKER. HIT ME UP FUCKHEAD. 475-9208 DEAL IT LIKE A MAN FUCKER. IM FUCKING DOWN TO THROW IT DOWN SO FUCKIN HIT ME UP. FUCK YOU.
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WHO'S FINALLY 17?!!??!? DATS RIGHT. lOl aiite. goin to bed latez.
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[19 Jul 2004|05:38pm] |
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What is this misery??? What is this depression upon me??? please...go away. if this goes wrong...nevermore. its time to forget everythin and work on the 'real' life. gotta get my life bak on tha righ road. gotta set my priorities straight. *sigh*
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[15 Jul 2004|10:03pm] |
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With a beginnin, dere must b an end. this is the Last update of my LJ. its now time for a new beginnin!!! woohoo! xAnga it is. xP i dnno. kinda got tired of the SUPERLAG on livejournal. takes WAYYY too long to get into. bleh. hope yall have the best wit LJ! if yah wanta or get bored heres da xanga site. http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx?user=iM_THEODORE lateZ
miss you!
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[13 Jul 2004|06:24pm] |
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wow. i am very disappointed. i cant believe what Money has done to some people. i still cant believe how money could change the lives of friends and EVEN brothers. i'm really disapointed how people react about money these days. they dont understand that money comes and goes. they dont understand that the moneyt hat they have ISNT realyy REALLY theirs. its just money that parents have given them. so they shuld juss b thankful for havin money. i cant believe how much money could change a persons mind on everything in life. im Truly disappointed.
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[11 Jul 2004|02:54pm] |
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well, yesterday turned out pretty good. tha day started off wit me wakin up at around 10:30ish and then just doing nuttin at all. Then jon calls me up an says that him n yugo are both goin to go to Nishi's obon. so Kyle picks me up aroun 5ish and we head off. I was SUPER excited because i was going to getta see Jamie =) which i MISSED a lot! even though we didnt getta see eachotha for that long, it still made my day =) after that, i left and the night was eh...borrin i guess. yeup. had a GREAT time at obon. Danced a lil and Made Jamie dance also xP thats it for now. latez
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[09 Jul 2004|07:48pm] |
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Well, my summer so far has turned out to be something Totally Different. I thought my summer would go as just go on....and consist of just plain ol Boredom. But acutally it turns out that this beginning of the summer has gone pretty different and its been really fun. I imagined myself juss goin out wit the 'usual crew'(aka tha guyz dat i grew with) but for like the first few weeks of summer, i actually was a lazyass xP i just stayed home and just went out when someone called. Mostly, people who were older then me called so i juss kicked it wit them. It was koo, but after awhile, yah i did kinda miss the usual crew n wanted to chill wit them also. It turns out that i just started to hang out wit them and its beginnnin to be pretty fun. Mostly, i've just been enjoyin the summer while i can. i know that time goes by fast so im tryin to enjoy the summer as much as i can.
Talking about ENJOYING!!! =) i also thought that i'd just be sittin around being all sad n crap like that...but the person thats been makin me SUPER happy is JAMIE =) she's the sweetest!! thankz fer everythin!!! yah make me happy!!! the summer wouldnt be this GREAT without yah! miss yah!!! =)
These past few days have been SUper tiring...summer school has just started for me and its been HELL. not hard hell, but BORRING as hell! thnx to someone with their txt msges to keep me awake xP haha l0l well yah!
Tomorrow's Nishi's Obon and i am REALLY lookin foward to it. i really cant wait to go!!! see some friends taht i havnt seen in awhile and most of all....i gettta see JAMIE!!!! =) well i think that's enough update for now. will update as much as i can! latez
ps. OMG!! JAMIE!!! i LOST the PINK bracelet thingy from OBON!!!! =(
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[06 Jun 2004|12:29pm] |
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a GREAT BIG HAPPY BDAY to my smallest friend in the world!!! JENN! xP happy bday jenn
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[29 May 2004|01:02pm] |
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wow...what a few days xP
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[26 May 2004|10:28pm] |
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wow....all the things taht i admired. that i looked up to. he taught me so much...yet he doesnt care about jack shit no more. i guess people DO change. man...i still can't believe how much i looked up to him...and to see him now....not caring at all. whatevers.
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[23 May 2004|02:32pm] |
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a happy HAPPY Birthday to Mr. Tanabe. happy birthday bro. have a good 17th.
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words are easy to say, its the doing part thats hard.
dreams are easy to have, but the hard part is accomplishing them.
desires are easy to grasp, its the journey that you go through to meet them.
*sigh* i am truly lost. from my perspective of this moment, life is just filled with some happiness, some loneliness, some love, and some enjoyment. After all of if, it all ends up the same. Everything must come to an end. Someway or another. It always comes to an end.
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*sigh* i dont know what my life is really made out of anymore.
i dont really know why...but i just feel really down right now....
nowhere to go....
nothing to see...
nobody to have listen...
no one to have and hold....
...just....alone.
for some reason, despite all the things that have made me happy and that got things off of my mind, i still feel the same. i still have the same feelings. im....im...still missing.....you.
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[27 Apr 2004|03:39pm] |
Risk Everything.
and...
Regret Nothing.
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[25 Apr 2004|08:52pm] |
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picture yourself just living in a life where everything's just whatevers and then you finally come upon this.....
EVERYTHING's going right. you have EVERYTHING that you could ever ask for.
a loving family....two brothers that you don't really mind because your too happy with your life...grades that you could actually live with....and a girl that any guy in the world would dream of having.
then you wake up and it hits you that you are only living a dream....
all that you had is gone. all that you wanted or dreamed of having is wasted. the ones you love most is out of your life. you lose all the precious things in your life and you start to see how great dreams are.
if only dreams could be lived Forever. or if only life could be lived the way you wanted them to be like.
what a stupid update.
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[11 Apr 2004|01:26am] |
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eh...what can i say? bored and im missin the one that means most to me =/
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[20 Mar 2004|12:16am] |
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first thing i am going to buy with the moneyt hat i make is....a NEW PHONE!!! that is...if my dad didnt buy me one from i think japan. i want the sony ericsson Z600. or maybe get the panasonic X70. well this weeks been REALLY weird. even myself...i've been feeling really weird. hope things get better. time for sleep. g'nite all.
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[18 Mar 2004|05:37pm] |
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this time, i am SERIOUSLY done. nothing more...
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